AngiE's New LifE~

Tired of it

2010-06-05T21:32:00.000+08:00

Y everytime i try to comfort u bt i cnt??
Seems like doesnt work at alllllll~~!
Im also tired.i know u r tired and dont feel like talking,but atleast talk to me la!
I will feel being ignored ok!!

As u like

2010-06-03T00:52:00.001+08:00

Just do watever u like..
I care but i cant do anything..
Its ur life..i wont control and i cant
So just go ahead and do wotever you want to do la

Degree Life..

2010-05-26T13:38:00.001+08:00

Next week is the beginning of my degree life~
My feeling is..

Nervous..cuz i dnt know whether i can easily make new frens or not..
Kinda sad cuz dnt know whether can same class vf Saki o not..
Worry cuz the fees is so expensive..Mummy surely very headache le..
And i dont know whether i can adapt to the new class or not..

Hope that God will guide me..
Lead me through all the days..
Hope everything will go smoothly..
Hope i can get ptptn..

Lord,
I uphold everything unto You..

Time pass by~

2010-05-24T01:26:00.000+08:00

Im bck to kampar..
Many things happen..
Many things change..
Everything doesnt seem like wat i wanted it to be..
Why..why all this happen..

Im totally out of idea..
I dont know how..
Ask me how..
But i dont know how..
Im reli lost..
Lord..help me..

Mother's Day~

2010-05-10T17:24:00.001+08:00

Im back to ipoh!
HAha..celebrated mummy's birthday in Restaurant Dong Hoi vf my mum,sis and bro..
So hAPPY~
Then went to sing k vf them..mummy so happy..^^

Oh ya!mummy just come bck frm england~
and she bought me a watch..SWATCH^^
Then a pair of heels!Aww..love her!
She bought a DKNY watch for my sis and perfume for my bro..^^
Besides,she bought herself LV bag..Wow..
As long as she is happy,then im happy!

Really want to thank mummy for giving us love n care n provide us things v need..

MUMMY~V LOVE YOU!!

kL LIFE...

2010-05-08T12:40:00.000+08:00

Im in Kl rite now..
Life goes on..
!st day here then already fever...
For ur info..
Im in kl since this monday^^
But now im okay dy..still coughing~

At first when my mum ask me to come kl and stay vf my sis,
I was kinda refused to come..
Cus i dont reli want to come..Neva want to spend my sem break here..
But then atlast i came lu..

This few days that i spend vf my sis is quite fun..^^
I thank God for my sis tat took care of me when im sick..^^
Had a great time vf her..

Talk to her about me n gene..
Hope everything will be fine..

Just because im a student..

2010-05-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

Just because im studying,so i cnt go into relationship?
Just because im a student,I wont be serious in a relationship?
Just because im a student,i dnt have the authority to make my life decision?
Just because im a student,and if im in a realtionship,i cnt grow in God's kingdom?

So that means a person that r working in the age of 20 can be in a relationship?
Or it means when those that r "matured" enough and know hu to seek when they face problem cn be in a relationship?

mayb ull think that i dnt understand or im nt matured enuf,
Mayb ull think that v r just emotionally attach,
But v r serious.'
Ull didnt even cm to know us deeper..
Its because ull r older than us,so ull know everything?
Ull go through everything?
But i cn tell u,
No.
Not everyone go through same thing in their life.

I believe that ull should know the feelings when ppl dnt let u to be with the one u love.
I knw ull will say "I thank them for stopping me to be with that person when im in ur age"
But ask urself,iszt everyone sure will go through te same way u face?
yes,v surely go through wat u go through if u treat us as how they treated u last time.

You say tat ull know i long for guy's care n love.
Yeah,but do ull know y?
How u knw im still like tat?
Iszt because im in alot relationship b4?
Ull dnt believe that god had change me?
Dnt believe that God had forgive me?the old has gone the new has come?Ull believe it?

Y i write blog?
Y dnt say infront of ull?
Its because the way u talk to me makes me so hurt.
U dnt know my feelings when someone i love talk to me in the way of demanding me.
I feel uncomfortable.

when someone done something wrong in the past,
They had been categorized as "sinners".
Is that rite?NO..
As all of the christian knows that "the old has gone the new has come"
God forgives..N ya..v should repent.But u mean u wnt us to break?
Y cnt v make things rite?

I really hope that ull will give us a chance to prove that v cn make things rite..
It would not be easy..But v will be responsible on our decision.
As a church,y dnt ull support us?
As a family,y dnt support us?
Ull scared that i will be hurt,
But its my choice..
Let me go on..k?

I just want ull to know wat i feel..deep in my heart/..
Being in a relationship is not necessary will affect our education..
Not necessary will affect our growth in Christ.
Its just the way we handle it..
I dont know whether ull believe or not..But me n gene believe that God will bless us if we continue to serve n not sin against Him..
If ull think that ull cnt raise us up..Fine..if ull think is God's will..

Please..give us a chance..

Sick..

2010-05-03T13:39:00.000+08:00

I seriously hate to be sick..
I know everyone hates it..
Arghh..
First day in kl then sick dy..
Hope its not ~~denggi~~ la..

My bone pain=(
Cough..
Flu..
Headche..
Suffer!!!!

God please heal me..

Woohhooo!!Sem Break!!

2010-04-29T13:32:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Exam end lu!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Foundation End Lu!!!!!!!!!!!!!(HOPE WONT FAIL!!)

YEah!!!!!!!!
I want to sleep till gao gao!!
Want to watch alot movie!!!
Want to dance!!
Want to sing!!!
YEAHHHHHH!!!!

Today u come back lu^^
Wohhoo!!

All the best to all that still having exam and those that gonna start exam soon!God bless!!^^

One paper down~

2010-04-28T02:21:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is the 1st paper!

Social psychology~

Easier as i thought!^^

Reli happy cuz i know how to do..

Altho gt some mistakes..

But i hope that i can get an A for this subject..

Next is maths..

Wow..This is really challenging to me..

Cus i have no idea wat im doin rite now.

Taking the maths tutorial question and trying to solve the questions..

>.<

I hope tat i can past this paper and go to degree~

Dnt want to repeat maths!

I sooooo wanted to talk to u..

Sorry but i have to focus..

Thursday will come soon..

Maths paper will end soon..

U will come back soon^^

Why?How?

2010-04-27T03:26:00.000+08:00

Watever i do,
I dont know u like or not.
When u dont like,
U tell me..
I tell u the reason,but you just keep quiet..
Then i oso dnt know wat to say le.
Why leh..
What should i do??
How to know wat u think leh??
I dont know.

I know its for my own good.
But i know wat im doing.
I just need something to keep me awake.
Telling me tat im not the only tat r awake.
Like tat only ma.
Fine.Watever

Tomorrow is the day~

2010-04-26T17:15:00.000+08:00

After a week of study week..
Tmr is the day for me to take the 1st paper..
Social psychology..
Not as easy as i think..
Gotto give my very best to God,my family,u n myself..
I want to prove to my family that im not wasting their money..^^

This sem exam not same like past 2 sem..
This sem dring study week,
Someone special is there to support me.^^
This makes me more motivated to study..
(*u didnt make me lost focus ok..)
This sem got maths..
The subject im weak at..
But i thank God for Eu gene,Yun lai and ah hee for teaching me..^^
Tq for their patience toward me^^
I will try my best to give the best during exam^^

Wish me all the best~
And all the best to all of u tat are taking exam oso~

ps:thank you for being by my side~appreciate it so much!*hugs

I just dont feel like doin anything!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-23T23:14:00.002+08:00

ArgggghHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

i JUST DONT FEEL GOOD RITE NOW!!!

What happen to me????

ArgghHH!!

I really need sometime to calm down myself!!

But im out of time!!

ARghhhhH!!!

Time pass by sooo fast..

2010-04-23T05:21:00.001+08:00

Time pass by soo fast..

3rd sem end le..

Now almost end april le..

Last time i think tat time pass very slow..

But when i look back,

Actually time pass by very fast..

Fast till u cant c wat u actually doing..

As for us,

V had knw each other for almost a year le..

Never notice tat..haha..

Frm the first day v meet till today..

Alot things had change..

People around us..

Environment..

Alot things had change..

Day by day..

V know each other more and more..

I will treasure the time..

And will not waste the time..

I will give my best..

And work out for the best..^^

Treasure your time..For time is really precious~

Sweetness of my life^^

2010-04-22T03:03:00.000+08:00

Nowadays my life became very sweet~^^

Because of u~

I have lots of sweetness in my life~^^

No matter wat..Lets walk together~~

Serve Him together~

I appreciate every moment..

2010-04-19T15:55:00.001+08:00

Im reli thankful for all the things that happen..
Even the bad one..
Cuz that is how i learn something new..
Learn to grow up..
Mayb sometimes v will ask,"why does this happen to me??"
But then,
When v think back,
It actually helps us alot..
Help us to understand more..
N there v learn n grow mature..

I do appreciate every moment that i go thru..
Everything that happen to me..

I do learn something new..

Sometimes i did the same mistake,

But frm there,

I learn to be more stronger..

try not to let those that love me to worry..

Working hard on my life..

I hope one day my family will say "Girl,u had grown up"

Really hope that they will c my changes..

Wat people think of me,

It doesnt matter much..

But wat my family n those i love think,it really matter to me..

Sem 3 end le..

Now want to prepare for final n work hard so that i can go degree..

I would not know wat will happen next,

But i will give my best..n Give thanks in any circumstances..^^

i do appreciate every minute^^

I will learn to protect myself^^

True love change people's life..~^^

2010-04-16T01:37:00.001+08:00

Recently i saw some videos of how guy propose to their love ones..
They r so creative..
Everytime i watch those videos,
I'm touch by it..
I can c how happy the girl is..

Is this consider as true love?
As when u fall in love to a person,
When u want to commit to this person and start a relationship..
A serious relationship..
Then u tend to think of alot things..
Alot ways trying to make ur love one to be happy..
Trying to give them the best..
Trying to make them love u as how u love them..

I guess its real that LOVE can really change a person..
Change a person's attitude,behavior and more n more..
From the bad to gud..
Love can really give joy to people..
Eventho sometimes LOVE does hurt people to..
But,it is not LOVE's fault..it is us..
Its either v make sacrifition or not..
Its either v commit to the relationship or not..
N is either u really love the person or not..

Nowadays almost everyone is seeking for LOVE..
The true LOVE..
A person that really LOVE u..
But..did u ever ask urself,
"M i ready for this?
If i found this person,
M i able to take care of him/her?"
All this questions..
I had ask myself too..
Im still in the process of learning^^
Learning to be patient..
Learning on how to take k of people arond me n myself so that i can take k of "him" in future..
Learning to have more understanding towards people..
Learning on how to cook..*cut carrot=P
Learning on how to encourage but not discourage people..
Wow..lots more to learn..
This is how we change rite?
Do u agree vf me that love can really change someone?

Friends,
Mayb u already have ur partner..
Do treasure it..
Think before u do something..
If u really love him/her,
Surely u will willingly to change rite?
from ur bad attitude to gud one?
or
mayb some of u r still single..
But,dnt feel that u dont have hope..
U still have it..
Everyone have hope..
Is just that u want to believe and wait or not..
Wait for the right person to come into ur life..
N treasure that person..

Friends,
Remember,a relationship doesnt come frm one person..
It comes frm two person..
When two person come together,
They become one,and they work hard together for a bright future..^^

Just now i saw my friend post this,
And it reli caught my eyes and i do agree with wat she said..
"No relationship is easy, but when it gets tough don’t give up, but persevere and work through the issues. Learn to listen, be willing to change, and be willing to do whatever it takes however hard it is to work out for the better!"

I believe that all of us is still in the process of learning..
Lets learn the gud one..not bad one..To live a gud life..

ps:remember,be creative ya..^^

u wont knw..

2010-04-13T01:31:00.000+08:00

U dont even know how much i want to be with you..
How much i wan people to know that you are mine..
Why?why you say till as if as i dont wan..
U dont know..U dont know wat i feel..

Even if i tell u..
U say u understand..
But no..
Wat u say is different from wat u say..

Why cant you just believe me?
I talk to my fren..
Just fren..
Care for them only..
But yet,
Because of all this,
We argue..
Is it worth?
Y let all this to make us argue?
To polute our relationship..?
Why cant you believe in me?
U say u believe,But did u REALLY believe?
Im not complaining or wat..
Just want u to know..
Please,believe..

I know that wat u experience brings u bad memory..
But..How can u take it in me..
Its not fair..
U say im special..
Do u reli mean it?

Ive tried to be the one u wan..
But..
Im tired..
Im getting tired..
I realise tat..
I cnt fulfill wat u wan..
But oni God can..
Im just human..
I hope that u can accept me as who m i..

I really hope..
Really hope that v can move on..
I know now u feel no secure because we are not together..
But..y cnt wait?
Im oso suffer..
But i believe v can go through all this by God's strenght..
Lets serve Him 1st..K?

We wont know wat will happen next..
I dnt knw wat will happen in future..
But lets believe tat something gud will happen,k?

I pray and pray that u will be the one..
Hopw you will get well soon..

My life testimony^^

2010-04-11T22:51:00.002+08:00

Today,Im gonna testify God’s goodness to youll about my life for the past 7 years and how God change my life that makes me put faith in Him.For your info again,im 20 this year.My parents divorce when im only 5 years old.
My mum,bringing my sisters,brother and i myself,we stayed in my aunty’s house and start our new life.When im 8,my mum went to sabah.From 8 to 16 years old,I never stay with my family member.just with my aunty.At the age of 13,my mum went to Japan and i never had a chance to meet my mum for 2 years.W only can talk on phone..That time I feel so blur,because I don’t know anything about things happen around me.I start to grow up day by day,staying with relatives.I feel myself being leftout.I feel that my family don’t want me anymore, kicking me here and there.from mentakab to kl,frm kl to mentakab again.I start to have hatress..

I start to doubt God.I scolded God because He gave me this kind of life.Why do people have family with them but not me..??This cause me to seek love from guys.I thought I will get love from them.But I was wrong.Im totally hopeless.My life in secondary school is totally ruin.But then,God found me in the year of 2003,(im 13),He bring me back to Him.But still, I did not go to church,because I think its boring.I did pray in home.But everytime I pray,I cried and scolded God.I ask Him why will He give me this kind of life?But everytime,I make the same prayer,I say “God,please give me my family back together again.I want to stay with them,I don’t care whether they Iove each other or not,I just want them to stay with me.”I have ~~selfishness~~,~~hatress~~,~~jealousy~~ and ~~unforgiveness~~ in my heart.Because I think that no one loves me.My friend cheated on me,my cousins bully me.I became rebellious in school.Bully people,say voulger words,argue with teacher,and evem ponteng school.My life continue on like this untill im 17.I shifted back to ipoh and stay with my mum.And there is the turning point of my life.

I start to join Hope Ipoh,because my mum brought me there.At first,I dnt really feel commiting into the church.I just go because of my mum.But then,God really talk to me a lot,through sermon,people around me and etc.He told me that He never give up on me before.He bring me through all this.I never walk alone..

All the time when I pray to Him,He did comfort me.( i sleep well after that)He did also answered my prayer,im staying with my mum now!Altho not my whole family but then atleast Im staying with my mummy^^He changes my life..My attitudes towards people.. I learn to forgive people that have hurt me.I learn to love people,care people and share my testimony to people around me.Using the testimony about my life..I remember that my friends said that they see the changes in me too.I became friendly.^^

Friends,God had awaken me.For I had been blinded for so many years,but now I see.For im once lost but now im found.He found me and He never forsken me.All this things that ive gone through build up my trust in Him.For I know that there are someone that I can refer to whenever I face problem,and He is our heavenly Father.

Friends,I want to take this opportunity to encourage all of you to put faith in God.Mayb some of think that God didn’t hear your prayer,but I can tell you that,He did.What you need is just a simple faith.For if you believe,you will see miracles..

Im gonna end this with a bible verse,my favourite verse that keep me on,

Proverbs 3:5-6,"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and not lean on your own understanding.In all your ways,acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight."
Amen

truely from my heart..

2010-04-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

Sometimes its not that i dont care..
I dont say it out doesnt mean i dont care..
Im also a human..
Im also a girl..
I have feelings..
When i heard what u said,
I know where is ur heart,
But then,
Somehow i will feel uneasy..
As like wat u always tell me,
Telling me that u dont feel gud when i attract people attention..
But i want you to know..
Know where my heart is..
Do you understand now?
The feeling when i tell you my true feelings.?

All the days,
Im in the process of learning..
Learning on how to care for people more..
Show love to people..
Forgive people that have hurt me..
And now..
I start to learn to be patient..
Everytime when you tell me how frutrated you are,
U dont even know how hurt am i..
How sad m i..
How i feel about myself..
I cant help you much,
But to only borrow my ears to u..
As i always tell u..
I can pray for you..

I just hope that u will understand..
What you feel is wat i feel..
And God knows it..
He knows everything..
I just need ur understanding towards me also..
Sometimes i will also feel tired..
I will also want to say out wat i feel..
But,i think of your feelings too..
Thats y i didnt say it out because I dont want to argue..

I dont know what will happen in the future..
What i can do is to pray hard..
Pray that God will help us thru all this days..
Pray that HE will guide us..
And pray that God will help u in things u r facing..

You always than me for being so tolerate and for being understanding..
But i tell u..
Dont thank me..Thank God..^^
For HE is the one that teach me all this..
And i hope that u will also learn from Him..^^
Learn together,k?

Let's shine for J.C.(Jesus Christ)^^

Only Hope

2010-04-10T16:27:00.000+08:00

There's a song that's inside of my soul..
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again..
I'm awake in the infinate cold..
But you sing to me over and over and over again..

So,I lay my head back down..
And I lift my hands and pray..
to be only yours I pray..
To be only yours..
I know now youre my only hope..

Sing to me the songs of the stars..
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again..
When it feels like my dreams are so far..
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again..

So,I lay my head back down..
And I lift my hands and pray..
To be only yours I pray..
To be only yours..
I know now your my only hope..

I give you my destiny..
Im giving you all of me..
I want your symphony..
Singing in all that I am..
At the top of my lungs..
I'm giving it back..

So,I lay my head back down..
And i lift my hands and pray..
To be only yours i pray..
To b only yours..
I know now your my only hope...

My only hope...
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I believe that He will answer my prayer one day..
Or maybe..He already answered..

Time flies...

2010-04-06T20:15:00.000+08:00

So fast..
April dy lu..
And its already almost a year im in utar..
So so fast..
Last time when im in pahang,
I wished tat the time faster past so that i can go out to the world..
But now..
I wish tat the time can stop..
So tat i cn rest..
Sometimes time past too fast until i cnt even breath..

But then,
I thank God tat He pushed me when i want to stop..
He didnt not let me give up..
He pushes me on..Leading me through the days,.
The hard times..
Sad times..
N now,
I c myself in university..^^
Last time thought tat i will not be able to futher my study..
Well,obviously,Im wrong!
God reli bless me alot..
I thought i will be like those teenagers,
Getting married in young age..
But then,I didnt^^
I prove to the people tat look down on me tat they r wrong..
Im not tat weak..
Im not tat stupid as how they think..
I have my God!^^

Im reli happy vf wat im going through..
Altho there r problems sometimes..
In studies..
In relationship..
In serving..
But He did not give up on me..
N tats y,
Im still standing till now..^^
Thank God for my family..
For loving me..
providing me things i need..
Thank God for a bunch of Babes around me..
Helping me when i need them..
N Thank God for a "pig"..
For cheering me up when im down..hehe..

Thank God for everything!^^

Jealousy..

2010-04-04T01:36:00.000+08:00

Jealousy..Wat do u guys think bout this?
Well..
I hate jealousy..
It makes us argue..
Makes things go wrong..
I reli dnt like it..
I knw..
U feel jealous cuz u care tat person..
But sometimes..u need the trust..
U say u love her/him?
But yet u jealous because she/he had a conversation vf her/his fren?
Yes..being jealous is not wrong..but sometimes,u gotto control oso..
Sometimes i just dont understand..
When i get ~~jealous~~,
People will tell me tat i shouldnt..
Because i should knw tat his heart is in me..not others..
So i control..
But yet..
People cn get jealous..
Y must control my life leh..
Its my life..i just hope to make frens only..
Not to harm someone or wat..
Y...y cnt i just be myself..

I hate jealousy

Week 5 le...

2010-04-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

So fast rite?
ITS ALREADY WEEK 5!
I still haven start study!OMG!
Reli need to start le...
Expecially maths!!!
Oh god..pls give me wisdom on how to do..

Btw,me,saki n charmaine was planning to go kl n melacca for holiday!
1 month holiday eh..
haha!but dnt knw mummy let or not...
Hope she will let le...

Reli hope tat i cn score well in 3rd quiz..
its reli important for me..

Im super duper HEALTHY~!^^

ps: take k of urself..will pray tat God will heal u completely ya..^^make sure u r healthy a..

raining..

2010-03-31T17:10:00.001+08:00

Its raining outside...
Im sitting infront of the laptop n missing u..
Dnt knw y..
Everytime when it rains,
My heart starts to miss u..
Its like...i cnt control my heart..
Just want to say..
I reli miss u..^^

Raining makes ppl feel lonely..rite?
Bt i knw..i got You..^^

Cnt wait for may to come..
Gonna have more time to spend vf u then^^
I will like to sit infront of the wall..hahaha..

Well..
Come bck to my study life..
Maths..haiz..
Its reli killing me anyway..
Very sked tat i will fail...
Y cnt i understand it?
Y m i making it so complicated?
I dnt knw..
I have no idea..
Hope tat i cnt score some extra marks frm midterm...

ps:If i could go Mcd vf u,

Tat would be fun^^

Babes...

2010-03-25T16:42:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i do an evaluation on my life since the day i step in Utar..
I see wat did i learned..
How my life change..
Wat benefits i get..
N ya..
I found alot..
I go through alot obstacles..
Alot alot..
And sure,happiness..^^
I c how i grow slowly in church..
How bro n sis in church grow..
Cying new life joining us..
Its great..^^

Joining Voice of Utar..
Joining Cross V..
Performing in skul..
Well..
My dreams comes true^^

One of the great thing is..
i have a gang of babes vf me^^
Im reli glad to have my babes vf me...
Love them so much..
as wat Saki says,
"to be a bitch or not to be a bitch"
Lol...
Hope tat our friendship last forever....

GO GO POWER RANGER~XD

ps:n knowing u too^^

Arghhh!!!

2010-03-25T01:15:00.004+08:00

To those tat are reading..
My FACEBOOK n HOTMAIL had been HACKED!!!
Arghhh!!!
Dnt knw y cnt log in a.............
HELP......................................................................................

anyway,
Add my new account ya..
http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#!/profile.php?ref=profile&id=100000922156501
Tq^^

Sweet n sour..

2010-03-16T22:33:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was nt a good day for me..
Something happen..
Something not really good happened..
I dont want to talk about it..sorry..
But then im ok right now..
Hope everything will be ok..
Thank God that i have God with me..
N He send pig to me..
He cheered me up..
Tq so much..
N God also send my crazy babes with me..
During discussion for assignment,
They make me laugh alot..^^
Then went home,
God send another angel to me^^
She is my roommate aka shephard..
She bring me out for yam cha by bicycle..^^
And belanja me drink and eat..
Tq so so much!
Love ull sooo much!

Today was a quite normal day for me..
But then dont know why i have the kind of missing someone sooooo much!
So strong kind of feeling!!
Dont know why a..
Hmm..
God help me..

Need to study maths n social psychology le..
Jia you!!

Another week..

2010-03-15T11:53:00.003+08:00

Well..
Time pass by sooo fast..
N alot things hapen this few days..

My laptop..
Arghh..Window 7 expired..
Restart every 2 hours..
My handphn..
Suddenly blackout..
Now go factory..
Exam for ~~maths~~..
Not so gud...
So bad lo..
~~Money~~..haiz..amost finish dy..
Because of performance,spend around rm120+..
So ~~shit~~
But..
Stillhave to be thankful lo..
Im learning to give thanks in any circumstances.=)

Well,
not all bad things happen only..
Yesterday mummy come find me for dinner!Miss her so so much!^^
God is great^^
Also,God speaks to me too..
He showed me vision during cg n prayer meeting..

During caregroup,
He showed me a swan,
This swan in on the water vf alot of dirts on its body..
It can wash itself in the water,
But it doesnt do so..
I believe God is telling me tat,
V people,
Is like the swan,
The dirts,is our sin,bad things tat v had done,
The water,is God..
God is always there waiting for us,
Is just whether v wan to take the steps to dip ourself in the water or nt..
V people smtimes commit to sin,
N we dnt wan to confess to God,
V feel ashame,
V think tat God wont forgive us,
But then,
He is always there to forgive us..
Wht v need to do is to open our heart,
Tell Him,
Ask Him for forgiveness,
N surely He will forgive..
Its just the steps..
V have to make the 1st step..
No one cn force us bt ourselves..

For the bible says,"Ask and it will be given to you,
Seek and you will find,knock and the door will be opened to you.For everyone who asks receives,he who seeks finds and to him who knocks,the door will be opened."
Take action!^^

2nd vision i saw is during prayer meeting..
He showed me a group pf people..
They were hodling hands together tighty,
No one is letting go of anyone..
They were closing their eyes n praying.
Then,i saw wind blowing them,
Rain..
N darkness..
But yet,
the group of ppl continue to hold on each other hand..
Few of them were tired,
N they started to fall,
Bt the person beside them pull them up n support them,
finally,they stand up again..n continue to pray..
When they pray n pray n support each other through the hard times,
I saw light.
A very bright light shine through them,
N there,they all rejoice together happily.
Through this vision,
I believe God wants to say tat,
Unity among ppl is very important.
The ppl in church is like body of Christ.
The church sometimes might face persecution,
But if v support one another,
V would be able to stand together,
N though all this,
V need LOve,Care n Patient.
N atlast,
When v continue to grab hold God's word,
V will c victory^^

I reli thank God for showing me the visions..
As He reminded me of His love n teach me alot through the visions..
Brother n sister in Christ,
If ull r reading this,
Always remember,
V r the body of Christ,
Be strong n courages..
For He will support us..
We need to come as a church so tat His will be done..
Bro n sis,
Sometimes in church,
V talk to our bro n sis,
V say v love them so much bt do v reli care for each other?
After church service,
Did u reli spent time vf bro n sis?
It is very important..
V shud have a strong relationship vf each other..
Lets learn together^^

Last thursday till sunday is a very memorable day for me^^
HAha..y?
Cus someone is back..haha..^^

ps:altho just few days,
     but i appreciate the time v spent together^^
     Hope u like the thingy..*im still waiting for the picture..
     Continue to serve Him^^

Performance end~!

2010-03-07T17:06:00.000+08:00

Phiew..
Finally..everything is over~
Performance all end lu..
Learn alot thru the events..

Had spend a great time vf Cross V members..^^
This sem nt gonna perform lu..

Cuz everyone is busy..

Gonna miss the time tat v spend together..

The time when v rehersal for dance fiesta..

DNCE FIESTA..Call me

Abracadabra

tha babes v fren~

like clubbing..lol..without alchohol~

Alot ppl say v look like power rangers!LOL

XVXVX

Vf leng zais~@.@

Vf Miller~

Cross V vf frens~

Vf May n Saki~

Vf Jeff~

Haha..he is cute^^

Not to forget oso..during wushu event~VOU~

Xin Yi,Ocean,Yl n me~!

Yesterday perform for Utar Model Search!

Congrats to Josheen n Kenny!

Want to thanks Yl n Ocean..

Yl help me ply guitar n ocean duet vf me..hehe..

Well..

Time pass by sooooo fast!

2nd sem coming soon..

Have to catch up those tat i dnt und..

Ricky offer me tat he cn teach me maths!^^

Thank God~!

So im gonna focus in this two subject^^

Socio psycho n maths..

Socio psycho nt bad lu..hehhe..

Have to jia you jia you!

My next target..

Gonna share GOOD NEWS to ppl around me!!

Salvation come~

Want to start followup ppl lu..^^

Jia you Jia you!!

Buzy week!@.@

2010-03-03T00:08:00.002+08:00

Came bck frm bible conference..
N then start a new week le~
Tis week is the 1st week of my 3rd sem!!^^
But...
Is also the week tat im like vampire==
This week got so many performance!!
n it was the 1st time tat i perform in one week...@.@
Let me tell u bout my schedule..

Monday = performance for the wushu club in Zhong Hua primary school..
representing Voice Of Utar..performance not bad but..audience not much response..=.=
Tuesday = Rehersal for dance fiesta,Utar model n church praise and worship..N added in,later gonna
practice vf ocean cus v gonna sing duet during Utar Model..
Wednesday = Practice for dance fiesta,n then lead praise n worship..
Thursday = Performance for DANCE FIESTA!*Come support us...hehe
Friday = 9am rehersal for Utar model again..at nite got prayer meeting..
Saturday = Performance for Utar model!sing n dance..==
Sunday = Sunday service..the day for me to rest in God..

oh ya..besides..i gt class to attend..imagine i have to go class n then prac..
Im so so so tired..
Alot ppl ask me whether im ok o nt..haha...cus i look pale..
Well,altho its very tiring..
N hurt myself alot time during dance..
But still,
It is my choice to perform..
So i have to be ready for all this..
Still,
Give thanks to God for all this^^
Gonna put more effort in study after this week..^^

Cross V n Voice Of Utar,JIA YOU!!

Tired-nya~!

2010-02-26T09:40:00.000+08:00

Came back to kampar on Monday nite n began to practice dance for upcoming event le~
Saki babe theyll already began on Monday..
Saki's leg gt "hei qing" leh~Kelian..
Then I went to gym room on Tuesday morning around 10am..
Guess v dance till wat time??
...7PM!!!*but gt rest la sure..
So ~~tired~~!!
Then i hurt my leg too..
Lol..
After that went to makan vf cross V members n then went to church..
Gt some talk..
So tired n slipy tat time..
Around 11pm only go bck home..
Wah..
I cnt even feel my body le..
Go bath then go tidur dy..

Then on Wed,
Same lu..
10am again..
But till 5pm then semua pun dah nak pengsan..
HAha!
My knees oso "hei Qing" dy..
Then went to makan,then go home..
After tat go care group in church..
Wah..Tired dao...@.@

Then thurs came..
same time..but..
Im late!=P
I went there around 11.30..
Then start dance..
Charmaine babe come bck dy!^^
So have to teach her while Ling teach coco..
Then v start dance till 5pm.
Cuz gt ppl wan to use the room..
Tat day all Cross V babes came!Haha..
So the dance became complete n it looks...SEXY~XD
Bt then Charmiane n Coco still nt completely remember all steps,
But then they gt the SEXY look~^^
This time,
I hurt my bckbone..T.T
Its extremely ~~PAIN~~!!
Then bengkak tim..
After tat they ask me rest..
So,ok lo..
I rest..
Went home n then rest lu..
Then hor!
Results out le!!
Thank God i neva fail!!XD
Altho the result is nt as wat i expected,
But then still thank God!^^
No D la..haha...

So now..
Its FRIDAY!!
WOOHOO!
Im now waiting for my fren to fetch me to kl..
HAha..
Bible conference in Kl!!
Its a church event^^
3 days 2 nite~^^
Altho my backbone still hurts but then i believe God will heal me^^
Cnt wait to go there^^
Gonna o shopping 1st!!HAHAHA
Then meet u lo!HAhaha
K la..
Go to go ger lu..
Take k everyone!!

To all that will be having midterm,JIA YOU!!!

ps:I m just myself..If u dnt like me,Get Away.I dnt even CARE

Wat i trully need?

2010-02-22T01:15:00.001+08:00

Im not young le.
Im 20 this year.
I knw wat m i doing.

Im lazy,
Yes,i admit.
But did u see my changes??
U didnt even try to c.
Always look at my bad side ,y dnt look at wat im good at??
Whatever you say,
I hear,
I keep quiet,DOESNT mean i dnt care,
DOESNT mean i did wrong.
It just that i dnt dare to sound out.

Did ull ever hear my opinion?
YEs,ull care me so much,
Love me so much,
Do so many things for me,
I know de..
But sometimes ull just too over le.

Wat i wan is not freedom,
Cus i knw i can have true freedom from who,
That is through God.
Wat i wan is ull to hear my opinion.
Atleast let me finish my words n think of wat i said..
Dnt say "NO" before i finish talking or even dnt hear when im talking..
It hurts me,u knw?
Everytime i try to talk to ull,
Chat vf ull,
Even tell ull wat am i facing now..
But wat ull did?
Ull straight away scold,or ignore me,
Or either stop me frm doing something.

Like someone is not a sin,rite?
Everyone will go thru all this.
I did not start the relationship because i got think bout youll.
But ull didnt do anything but say "YOU R TOO YOUNG,LIKE PEOPLE FOR WHAT?"
Ull neva like anyone during my age?
Cn u try to understand my feeling?
I knw,
Ull scared i will be hurt,
But this is not the way to protect me.
One day you have to let me go too..
I believe God will guide me..
Ull dnt believe tat?

Sometimes i just feel like keep quite,
Dnt wan to tell anything bout wat i face to anyone,
But God wan me to tell ull,cus v r family..
But wats ur response?

I admit tat sometimes im kinda naughty,
Dnt wan to hear wat u say,
But i have my reason.
Did ull knw tat when everytime i wake up,
I have to rest for 5 to 10 min b4 i fully sit up?
I will have headache if i dnt.
Ull know or not?
I dnt wan to tell ull is because i know ull sure say "ITS AN EXCUSE"
Wat cn i say then?

Sometimes i reli cnt stand..
I need you ll to support me..
I dnt need ~~alot money~~,
I dnt need ~~branded stuff~~,
I dnt need all of us to sit together,
Wat i need is more care.
Even if u say,"V support u" or "V love You",its enuf le..
Even a hug or a tab on my shoulder,
Its enuf le..

When i get result for exam,
The 1st thing i wan to do is wat?
I wan to tell ull.
but did u encourage me vf good words?

Wat other people say about me,
I dnt even care,
But if even ull oso dont believe me,
I feel hurt.
Ull r important to me..
Cn ull trust me?
Im trying real hard to prove to ull..
But ull seems like dont knw..
Mayb im not doin gud enuf?

The reason i write tis blog is not to complain or wat..
I just wan u to knw wat i truly feel deep in my heart..
I dare not tell u all this in face or phone..
I dare not..
I cnt imagine wat will happen..
Im sorry if i said something wrong..
But this is wat i feel..
Its nt ur wrong or wat..
Mayb im childish
i just dnt understand..

I love youll..
Youll r very important for me..

To change from a coward to a warrior

2010-02-21T23:46:00.000+08:00

Changes?
Frens,
Did anyone tell u tat u need to change frm ur bad habit?
Did u successful to be change?

Someone told me something..
N it reli bring a great impact to me..
Altho it hurts me..
But,
Its true..
Wat he say is true..
I did not do wat i say..
I did not put effort..
I did not even try n i want to give up..
Im a ~~coward~~,rite?

I reli wan to change..
Im just stuck..
Like something blocking my road to move forward..
I dnt knw wat to do..
Im struggling...
Just God knows..
I pray tat He will give me strenght n dicipline to go through all this..
I want to ask forgiveness from the Lord...
For not putting my faith in Him..

Today went to sunday service n listen to Pastor Moses sermon..
He talk about how to b a hero..
Like a tiger..
Smart,
Aware,
N neva give up..
He talk about one guy name ,
He is at first a coward..
He doubt God..
He doesnt believe in wat God can do..
But then,
God change what he thinks..
He put his faith in the Almighty God n started to believe in Him..
And God is happy.
He told this person tat he is a great warrior!

Can you believe it?
A coward to a great warrior?
Yes,
I believe it..
For i think im a coward n start to doubt God..
But thanks God tat He reminded me of His great promises to us..
"I will walk with you,My Child.For nothing is impossible through Christ"
Amen.

I want to also say sorry to "you",
I knw i have hurt u for giving u that kind of respond when u r advicing me..
But,i reli dnt knw how to respond..
Cus wat u say is reli true..
I did not put enuf effort in study..
Always facebook..
Sorry..
I knw its for my own good..
I will learn n put more effort..
Thank you for reminding me^^

In sem3,
I promise to God,my family n u tat i will put more effort in my study..
Dnt worry tat i cnt handle my time,
Please do trust on me.^^

my new hair style~=P

2010-02-21T19:19:00.000+08:00

haha..forgive me for being so zi lian..=P

this hair cuz me RM112..haha..

quite affortable..cuz near cny le..haha

How was it a?

Nice kah??=P

Sorry for the late update^^

Holidays~

2010-02-20T14:03:00.001+08:00

Helo everyone~
Its been quite some time tat i neva upload my blog o..
so how is holiday?
Guess ull get alot ang pao lo..
Hahah...
Tis year i didnt get much leh..
Cuz didnt find my frens..
Y?
Cuz my cousin dnt bring me go together=(
Well,nvm lu..
Next year then..

Spend 5 days in mentakab,Pahang..
Kinda boring actually..
cus nth to do..
went to yam cha almost everyday vf my relatives..
Valentines?
Lol..single lo..so neva celebrate..haha..
Hmm...
Then went to kl..
Im still in kl now..lol..
In puchong,my aunty's house..
Went to Sunway sing k vf my mum n sis n her frens..
Haha..Ladies nite~^^
Got buffet somemore..haha..so full!
Next time upload pic..hehe..
Then yesterday went to Zanmai in Sunway vf mum n relatives~!
Its a japanese restaurant~
Meet Eu gene,elaine n her fren there..haha..
So ngam rite?
But then they left when v reach..
Today?
Hmm..now in church waiting 4 my sis..
She gt meeting..so i online lo..
Hmm..later go "Ngau Che Siu"..
They wan go mum mum wor..
Cham la..i wear till very chin chai..
Later straight away go leh!= =

Going back to Kampar on Monday!!
Miss Hope Kampar!
Miss Cross V!
Miss my B***hes!!XD
Going to be a ~~busy~~ week 4 me when i go bck to Kampar..
cus need to practice dance for coming event!
Come support us ya Utarian!!XD on the 4.3.2010.in herritage hall if im nt mistaken^^
Dance Fiesta~hehe..
Then practice sing for the Utar Model search..
Eheh..Dnt salah faham..
I didnt participate har..
I just perform when the judge is giving marks to the finale..
All the best to All participants!!
Aza Aza fightng!!
Utarian,come support too^^ 6.3.2010..in cafeteria~

ps:so ~~sleepy~~~= =

Chinese NEW YEar!n Happy Valentine Day!!

2010-02-13T18:21:00.001+08:00

Happy new year to all of u!!
N Happy Valentine Day!!
To all those tat dnt have bf or gf,
I believe God will bless ull the best life partner for ull!^^
To those tat have gf n bf,
may God continue to pour love n blessing unto ull^^

Im now in Mentakab,Pahang...
So ~~boring~~~

The LAst Day!!

2010-02-06T04:56:00.000+08:00

Woohhooooo!!!!
Last day of exam le!!!
Cant wait it to end!!
I wan to shopping!!!
WOOHHOOOO!!!

Tmr ling come to my house accompany me..hehe^^
Now nt yet slipy.. sei mou..
Pimples all come out say hello to me la..=(

miss ~~YOU~~ !!

4th day le~

2010-02-04T11:41:00.008+08:00

Finished 4 exams le!!
In this few days,
Nonono..is few weeks,
I neva slip more then 5 hours le..
So ~~TIRED~~ n ~~EXHAUSTED~~!!
My eye back..
Pimples...
Backbone...
SOOOOOOO MANY PROBLEM!

I hate pimples!!
Kesian my faceT.T...

But anyway..
I reli thank God tat HE guided me to go through all this..
I reli experience Him alot~
See how great our God is..
Thank You so much!!!!

I wan to thank Tommy..
For teaching me webpage thru msn..
HAha..Reli gud teacher..
Thank you Tommy!
Dnt worry ya..
U sure cn get A !
Just believe yourself!
Believe it n then u will surely get it~!
U did a great Job ya!^^

Two more papers to go n im FREE!!!!
I wan to go shopping after exam!!
Wan to watch alot alot movie!!
Wan to slip more!!XD

ps:raising a pig is reli easy..bt..not all pig is easy to take k..XD

Exam....T.T

2010-02-02T03:07:00.003+08:00

Firstly want to thank Karen aka roommate aka housemate aka sis aka shephard for giving me the choc!Like it so much!^^

Yesterday is the first day of my Final exam!

First day of war!

I lose=(
The marketing paper is so HARD!!

I lost so many marks le..

I hope tat i will still get a gud result..>.<

Today will be the second paper..management studies..@.@

Now is already 3am..

ull sure wondering y i still gt time to write blog..

Altho i need to study..

But i oso need time to rest ma..lol..

Bt then my rest time finished le..

Wan to study again..

Haiz..Sien dao bao!

Hope the coming papers wont be hard le..

Hope tat i cn do well in exams..

Really wan to prove tat i cn study..

Not to forget..thank you to the pig!

Thank you for the choc!Appeciate it very much~1st time eat tis,its different frm the original de..reli nice lo..No peanuts!Yummy~~^^

Hmm..

k la..

Gtg le..TAta..

ps:i wont play fb tat much le..

I will focus le..

Hope u will be alrite lu~^^

Tired neh~~@@

2010-01-29T01:24:00.003+08:00

SO tired!
Today woke up at 4.45pm!
Because i slept at 7am..==

When i woke up,
I was like.."SHIT!!I wasted so many hours to study dy!"
I quickly wash my face,eat n then start study..
But then time past so fast!
6pm i gotto get ready n go to westlake because it was the last day of audition..
Im the judge==
Thought cn end fast but then today so many ppl go!
End up i go 1st..
Straight away go to Shalom,"church"..
So many ppl at there le..
Thank God the event just start..
Our church had an event..
V Connect=)
All freshies n the seniors had fun together!
Took alot pic oso..haha..

After the event,
Went to mm yam cha..
After having supper,
Then come home le..
Now wan to continue study,then slip le..
Tmr go library!yeah!
Now so slipy..=(
K la..gtg le..
Tata...

ps: take k o..
Hope everything will b alrite=)

Boring Boring~~Camhore again==lol

2010-01-28T03:54:00.005+08:00

im really boring~!
When i cnt reli concentrate when study,
I will find something to do..
Its either eat,
Online,
Or CAMWHORE!!=P
I ttok alot pics..
haha..bt mostly is myself=P
Let the pic do the talking..=P
Okok..this is the bread tat i said..i finished it all..=P..but very nice la..haha

my notes..==

Webpage..lol

lol..me lo..pls forgive me..haha

i just love taking pic!

ok..tis one is edited one..doesnt look like me..i knw==

hahaXD

this is fatty n the mousepad!

forgive me..T.T..

This is it..haha..

My ZILIAN pics..=P

But actually still gt alot la..

If i show all,

Ull sure wan to smack me dy..

haha..

Evryone have their hobby ma..

Wakakak..

K la..

finish blogging..

Now wan to study again..

WooohoooO!

Still..the same..

2010-01-28T03:16:00.002+08:00

Again n again..
Everyday burn midnite oil..
Aghh!I DONT WANT!!
Its reli bad for my skin n health!!
Alot pimples coming out le!
I dnt wan!
But final leh!!
I have to=(
My eyeback..=(like panda le..

I wan to watch movie..
I wan to go yam cha...
I wan to ply game..
I wan to do alot of stuff!
But have to study!!!!
Actually i shuldnt write blog n ply fb le..
But cnt control geh..
Have to keep myself awake..
Guess wat?
I ate all the bread tat i bought!
I plan to take it as my Branch..
Bt then finished it dy..=(

I aim to finish studying the webpage by thursday bt now still stuck at chapter 5..=(
Need to chase the time le...
TATA..

To all tat r same vf me..
V jia you ba!

6am..study?

2010-01-27T05:14:00.003+08:00

Two days dy..
I slept so "early nowadays..
When my housemate wake up,
I sleep..
Yesterday 6.30am..
Today..haha..not sure yet..
Now already 5.25am..
Im still alone here..
Vf my notes..n my laptop..

This few days oso neva contact much vf him le..
Hmm..
Nt even over 10 msg..
Everytime i sms him,
The msg will be very short..
"oo..i wan to study le.."
Then he will say"ok=)u focus la..will pray for u.Add Oil ya!"
Actually im very happy tat he und tat im busy..
I thought he is reli ok vf it..
I feel peace when he snd tat to me..
Telling me to add oil n telling me tat he will pray for me..
I thought everything is ok..
But..
Just now..
He told me tat he hope tat he cn receive a longer msg frm me..
Tat will make him feel happy..
But..i said,
"U knt use to it,i dont hope tat u need this to be happy"
At that moment,
What i mean is tat i dnt hope he will want the msg to make himself happy..
I wan him to reli be happy..bt nt thru the msg..
He called me,n he is very dissapointed..
He say he want to care for me..
Y did i say tat to him..
At that moment,
I feel so sorry..
I dnt knw wat to say tat time..
Just carrying a guilty heart trying to say sorry to him..
But he is reli dissapointed..
Hmm..
But then i said sorry n explain to him tat im reli busy..
He said tat he und..
N ask me to focus on my study n then he went to slip again..
After tat,i think again..
Im reli bad,rite?
I shouldnt say tat word..
Reli hope tat he will forgive me n wont be dissapointed on me le..

need to get bck to my notes le..
Reli need to put extra efforts..
Later got audition for VOU,
Need to be the judge==
Hope to c more ppl come lu..
STUDY STUDY STUDY!!

ps:wat i cn say now is..
Sorry..
dnt dissapointed le..

7 more days..

2010-01-25T02:32:00.005+08:00

the footsteps..

No matter how hard the road will be,

U will still need to go thru it..

Y dnt v bravely go thru it?

Y worry?

If u worry,

U wont be able to go thru all this..

Now,the pic..

One day,

U were walking..

n God had promise u tat "I will walk vf u n help u."

N u say,"Thank God.Thnk You for being with me.."

Bt then,one day,

U were facing some troubles,

When u look,

U oni saw one footstep,

U might say "God,where r u??i thought u promise me tat u will walk vf me??Y r there oni one footstep??Where r u??"

But the God say "My child,dnt u believe me?Y do u doubt me?the footstep,its mine..I have carried u n walk vf u together..Im always here vf u."

Wat do u learn frm this?

Did u get it?

Sometimes v might doubt God,

"Lord!Where r u??U say You love us but y do u give us this life???"

But did u ever realise tat He is always trying to help u?

Did u wait patiently?

He wants u to face the problems n try to stand.Bt He wont leave u.

Always remember tat..Have faith..

Come bck to my life recently..

7 more days n its final le..
Time pass by soo fast...
Now,all foundation students is chasing the time..
Start to study,
start to burn midnite oil dy..lol..
Everyone seems to be very nervous n stress le..

For me,
Im oso human..
Surely will feel stress too..
Nowadays alot things happen..
Event a..
Problem a..
Sick a..
financial a..
n alot alot la..
But this time i feel very weird..
Im like numb dy..
Get use to all this?
Hmm..im nt sure..
But..
I can hardly c any tears frm my eyes..
Im tired..
Tired till dnt knw how to cry..

M i stronger?
or M i weaker?
I dont knw..
Wat i knw now is tat i shud focus on my studies..
Score high marks 4 this sem..
Put faith in God n continue to pray..
Continue to wait upon Him..
Hope tat He will reveal to me on wat shud i do..
N also strenghten me..
So tat i cn stand firm..
As wat i mention frm the pic..

I will choose to have faith in Him..

ps:i no longer cn stand firm..
I need Your help too..
Cn u pls understand me..i need rest..i reli do..

FOCUS!

2010-01-23T22:49:00.001+08:00

I wan to focus on my exam!!!!!
Tired of everything...
The temptation of giving up...=(
Imvery tired now.......

Pls..
I need rest~~~!!!!!!!!!!

Im sick=(

2010-01-22T16:04:00.003+08:00

This few days keep on coughing e..
I knw i shud be studying now..
Bt..cnt focus..Cus now even worse..
When i cough,
My ribcage is so pain!
My voice change dy...

Ate medicine bt still the same geh..
Now tambah headacheT.T..
Final coming dy a..
Y wan like tat...
The wheather in Kampar is sooooooooo hot!
So many ppl sick..
Thought i wont kena..
Bt..i kena=(

Take k everyone..
Nomatter where u r..
Drink more water..
Dnt wait till the sickness come n find u then oni take k of urself..
If nt,
U will b like me..
Suffering punya la..=(

need to stay at Kampar n study..
N prepare for Friendship nite stuff..
So this week wont be goin bck ipoh till next month after exam oni go bck..
Miss mummy so much=(

ps:dnt eat fried food le..drink more water...

Finally~

2010-01-22T00:16:00.002+08:00

Finally..
Problem had been solve..
Thank God..

Thank you for nt being angry to me already..
Thank you for ur understanding..
Thank you so so much..

ps:God had answered my prayer..^^
I cn sleep well le..

...SPEECHLESS...

2010-01-21T19:52:00.002+08:00

My fault..
Ya..my fault for giving YOU hope..
My fault for telling u the TRUTH..
I have no rites to ask for your forgiveness..i knw..
Just..hate me then..
I knw..u will surely hate me

Wateva it is..
I just wan to focus on my studies n give my best to the final..

*maybe i shud quit la

Recently~

2010-01-20T01:10:00.004+08:00

Well,

Suddenly have this feeling of writting blog..again..lol..

Hmm..

This time i dnt reli knw wat to write actually..

just feel like writting..

Hmm..k la..talk bout wat i do just now then.haha

Just now went out vf my church frens..

V had a project.

Dedication Day~

V went out to promote the selfmade present..Hehe..

V have cookies*made by ricky!

V have lolipop tat is wrap like a flower..

V have a card for the ppl to write for the person they wan to give the present to..

It cost only Rm3~*so cheap..

Went out to westlake n Harvard..

Search for customer..ngekngek..^^

V r divided to few groups actually..

Go 2 by 2..

Thank God tat v r able to sell quite alot!^^

Also thank God tat He had bless us a very gud wheather=)

Tmr will go to Utar to promote again,haha..

Hope tat God will bring the rite person to me n Jessica~

Still left 11 days..

I gt 5 more subject to go..

Reli need to study hard!!

Next thursday is Friendship nite lu..

Hope tat everything will go smoothly!

I will continue to pray hard n wait patiently for God to speak to me..

I hope u will too^^

Dnt think negative things again,k?

Dnt worry..I believe He will hear our prayer n will give us the best=)

To you~^^

2010-01-18T21:07:00.005+08:00

Hello everyone..
Im back..
Just wan to take some time to write a blog specially for someone..
This person is complaning tat i didnt write anything for him..lol..
Bt well,i wanted to bt just dnt knw whether i shud o nt..
Bt now,
Since he ask it..
It means i cn write lo..Hehe..

HEy You!
YA is you!*u knw hu u r~

Well..i kept my promise lo..
Nt yet come to deadline..haha
U r reading it now lo..haha

Saw ur blog..lol..
Neva thought tat u will reli write..*u reli free la..=P

Hmm..where to start?
Well..since the day i knw u..hmm..half year a?
Ya..half year like tat la..
first time i saw u..
Hmm..u r so nt friendly..lol..
But then after knowing u more,
U r quite funny la..
Altho i always argue vf u,
But i feel comfortable talking vf u cuz im juz being myself.^^

Perform vf u for few times,
I can c how hard u r trying to be gud..
But want to tell u tat u r gud already..
Dnt have to worry how ppl look at u,k?

In this half year,
Im able to learn alot from u..
Seeing the responsible heart of u..
See how u organise the programmes..
Alot la..
At 1st,i dnt reli like the way u do things..
Bcuz u r too into it..
Well..bt when i knw u more n knw the reason y u do things like this,
I slowly admire the way u do things^^

Thank you for things tat u did for me..
I remember that there r one time tat u dapao for me..
It was raining heaily bt yet u still dapao for me..
At the end u r wet..lol..*im guilty tat time..
Thank you a..

Well..
I myself feels suprise when i knw the TRUTH of how u feel toward me..
Neva knw tat it would happen..
As u say..
Its nt a sudden feeling..

Some people will think tat u r nt caring,
U r nt gud tis n tat..
Honestly,
Last time i oso think tat way..=P
Bt when i slowly knw u,
Talk to u,
I cn see tat actually u r very caring..
They might see u as a very strong guy bt..
U have ur weaknesses too..
Bt as wat i normally tell u,
God is vf you^^
He will give u strenght,Amen?=)

Its been quite some time tat v didnt meet..
Bt i cn still rememer ur FAT look..haha
Bt sometimes reli miss the days tat v argue..
The day v eat supper together,
Sing together,
Laugh together,
Celebrate birthday vf others together,
Eat Mcd together,
Watch movie vf others together,
Serve the Lord together n alot la..haha..

There r some times tat u tell me u r tired n stress..
I hope to help bt dnt knw how..
Hmm..
Bt im happy tat u share vf me wat u face..
Continue to hold on Him,k?
Reli hope to c u grow in Christ..
Hope tat one day u will tell me tat u have overcome IT..*wateva the IT is la..
Jia you~

ps:u r still the FAT one..nt angle problem..small fat de oso laugh at u.XD
Anyway,i will wait patiently n pray too^^

ps:final exam dah nak datang!Cepat pergi study..=(

Final..

2010-01-17T00:19:00.005+08:00

Final exam is near..=(
Kinda nervous dy..

Tis sem is reli hard la..
Dnt knw y somehow i learned alot thru tis sem..
Go thru alot of things..
Friendship,relationship,family n alot..
Hurts n tears..
Hmm..dnt reli want to mention bout it..
Smile n laughter..
Ya..gt la..

Final is around the corner..
Tis sem reli rajin then last sem..
Gt study dy..haha..
Well..
Hope tat tis sem i can score high marks lu..
Not oni want to past but i wan to aim higher..
The higher i aim,
The more motivation i have..^^

Gotto go study lu..
chiaox~

U still angry?
Im reli sorry..

m i a gud fren?

2010-01-15T13:31:00.001+08:00

i dnt knw..
the feelings just came to my heart..

Dnt knw whether i m a gud fren or bad fren..
Im trying to do all my best to help..
All my frens..
M i gud?or bad?

hardly breath..

2010-01-15T00:34:00.002+08:00

nowadays alot things to do..
need to study for final..
Need to plan for church event..
more to come..
more n more n more..
i need rest..

nt feeling well..
headache..
wan to vomit..
maybe because im just too weak..
i need some rest.. i reli do..

help...

time..is very important for me now..
i need energy to race..
i need it so much..
pls..Angi..dnt fall sick..

trust is the Lord,k?

2010-01-14T03:07:00.003+08:00

Tis is specially for you*u knw hu u r..

Hey..

I knw tat u face alot problem..

Alot stress..

Bt..

Always learn to surrender unto the Lord..k?

Dnt stress urself too much..

Talk to someone..

V might cnt help u,bt v can pray for u^^

Add oil o!

Always care for u=)

New Template!

2010-01-13T20:22:00.002+08:00

As u can c..
Ive change to new template^^
Nice a?=P
Thanks to the creator~

Have a nice Day ya!

Shud be happy?Or the other way?

2010-01-12T01:12:00.004+08:00

Im confused with wat i feel now..
Told him the truth..
But..somehow..
I will think whether m i wrong to tell him the truth?
I juz wan to be honest..
I dnt wan to lie n hide frm him..

Maybe im wrong..
Im juz nt matured enuf..
I hope time will make everything goes well again..
I knw..I knw tat when things change,
It is hard to get it bck like the same..
Juz like a broken vase..
If its broken..
Even if u stick it back again..
Its still broken..
Its still different from the original one..

Wat can i do?
I dnt knw...
Mayb Saki n Jie is rite..
Let time to take it..heal it..
I hope tat v can be frens again..

Im sorry..

Happy Birthday Mummy!

2009-12-30T23:26:00.004+08:00

Yesterday(29/12/2009) is my beloved mummy's birthday!
Neva go bck celebrate vf her..
Bt then celebrate vf her in Singapore dy la..hehe
That day,(26/12/2009),
In Sis Michelle's house,
V gave her a suprise party!

Tat day,
My eldest sis,my bro,my cousin bro,mum n myself went to sentosa n then went to orchard..
Went out on morning till nite..
Then suddenly,
My eldest sis told us,(except my mum=P)
Tat my second sis n the other bro n sis frm Hope Singapore already in the house waiting for us to come bck because want to celebrate birthday vf mum..
Then v all act stupdi lo..
Haha..my mum reli dnt knw anything..ngek ngek..^^
Then,when v reach the apartment,
We went to the lift,
Then i prepare the camera to take video..haha..
When mum open the door of the house,
SUPRISE!!!!
20 over people sing birthday song to mummy!
My second sis were there too!
Haha..at first she told mum she wont b coming to meet us cuz she work till very tired..
HAha..then mum so touch..
After tat,
Four of us,*her children..^^
Say some appreciation words to her..*wan cry dy~
Then Sis Michelle n the others perform a dance to mummy!
So cute la theyll..haha..
Reli wan to thank the bro n sis of Hope Singapore for giving a suprise party to mummy~
Glad to c mummy smile=)

the one in the second role,the third person is my mummy!=)the one on my left is my eldest sis,the one beside my eldest sis is my second sis,the one beside my mum is my bro,n lastly the one on my right is my cousin bro..

Want to tell mummy,
Mummy!Thank you for all your love n care for us..
Thank you for all that u have done for us!
U r a great mum..u r reli great!
I love you mummy!muax!!

*want to start study for final lu..

Singapore~!

2009-12-28T12:09:00.003+08:00

As ull knw..
I went to singapore on the 25th of dec till 27th of dec..
Came bck tis morning around 7am..reach home around 7.30am..
Then mum fetch me bck to kampar after packing my stuff..
Guess wat..
I git class on 9am n presentation!
When reach lampar house,
Straigth away go wash face n then change to formal..
Then went to skull..
SOOOOOOO TIRED!!!!

Now,lets talk bout my trip to singapore=)
This is my first time there..lol
Tis few days..hmm..i learn alot..
Saw so many new things n the way singapore ppl's behavior n lifestyle..
Well..as wat i experience..they r nt tat friendly..
even if u buy something in their shops,they give u a very "lc" look..
Not all la..bt most of them..
Not tat happy lo..
Bt then,its their attitude..
Wat can v do,rite?

Well,
This few days..its reli memorable days for me n my family..
My mum,my eldest sis,my bro,my cousin bro n myself went there together to meet my second sis=)
She is currently working in Yun Nam..

The first day~
Me n mum reached singapore around 5pm..
Then plan to go orchard bt unfortunately,the taxi driver say the road is close because too many ppl..
So v cant go there..
So v straigth away go find my second sis!
Reached my sis work place..its a shopping mall..
Then go shopping with mum cuz sis nt yet fong gong..
Haha..guess wat..
v so fast then saw a heels..
Then bought it==
me n mum bought the same heels bt different color..
Next time show ull pic..=)
Its around $23 per pair..means around Rm50 lo..
Can say cheap gua..=P
But nt all things are cheap!
Things are expensive there..

After tat went to Bugis..A shopping mall again..
Bt this time vf sis n her fren..
Nth much to do there..
V went there to spend our time..
Cuz wait 4 my eldest sis,bro n cousin to come..
Finally,mum say very tired..
So v went to sis Michelle house 1st..*she is one of the sis frm Hope Singapore..

When reached,
Sis Michelle n her husband welcome us..
Very nice..haha..
Then my sis theyll reached..
Then chat forawhile n then slip..ZZZzzzZZ

Hmm..second day n third day..
I tell ull next time..k?
Cuz now wan eat my branch n then take a nap..later still gt class==
Chiao~

5.30am..

2009-12-23T05:21:00.002+08:00

its been a long long time since i stay up tis late..
Do marketing assignment..
Thank God,Mun hon help me..
Still gt much more to go..have to finish it so tat i cn relax..

*sure kena marah cuz late slip..sry..

christmas~!

2009-12-22T21:35:00.002+08:00

Christmas christmas!
YEah!
Singapore..im coming!!!!!!!!!!!!

OOPS~
Sorry..im too excited!=D
Juz finished last mid term paper...
Phiew...The exam..hmm..nt bad la..
Hope can score lu..
now start to buzy 4 assignment again..
thought tis is the end of my suffering days bt...
Its juz the beginning>.<
Aghhhh!Dnt wan to think bout it!

Christmas is coming leh!
So wat u guys plan?
Got get present dy?
I gt leh..haha..
*not boasting a..=P

I gt present frm my beloved bro n sis frm church!
Next time show ull pic nah..hehe..

Today b4 exam,reli sufer lo..
Stay at house alone..=(
All my housemates n frens go cameron highland==
They so happy lo..
All degree students tim..
Holiday already..
Well..nvm lo..
I rajin..
Haha..

Looking forward for more present..hehehe*evil laugh

*cant wait to get the present!ahha
miss my happy sooo much..=(
ps:happy=my little bread..

Elaine dear~

2009-12-20T15:50:00.006+08:00

Haha..
I receive complain frm my dear elaine jie jie tat i did nt write a post for her sooo.....
Here!i wan to write a post for her!^^
Elaine aka x jie fu~
Altho v knw each other can say nt tat long n nt tat short period la..
Bt then im reli glad tat God put u into my life..
Im reli happy to see u stand up again..^^
Will miss u sooooo much during the time u go intern o..
I will wait 4 u!
Me n saki will wait 4 u..^^
Take k a..
Jia you o..
Support u gao gao~!
Muax!

*ps:dont so late slip a...nt pretty lo..
n oso,remember,treat urself gud o..^^Sayang...*hugss!

here r some memory of us~

*touch bo?haha

im bck again..

2009-12-19T00:43:00.003+08:00

Its been quite some time since i write my blog..
Well..
Nowadays very buzy vf assignments..
Thank God press conference over dy..
Altho it is short bt then not bad la..
Thumbs up to my group members..^^
Hmm..alot of then holiday dy..=(
Foundation students still fighting in war..
Jia you!

Christmas is coming!
Wats u guys geh plan a?
Im goin to singapore!WOHHOO!
Vf my dear family..hehe
Very excited neh..

But im kinda sad cause i cnt join the bro n sis frm church to Cameron Highland=(
They goin tis tues n wed..
Im having exam on wed!==
Bt then nvm lo..
Still gt other chance geh..
Bt some of then will be leaving 4 intern soon..
Gonna miss them sooooooo much!
Here i wan to write some words 4 them..

To:Chad(caregroup leader n the short one=P)

Its been quite some time since v knw each other,
I remember that the 1st impression is "this guy is cute.."lol..
N then i found out tat u very gud in singing!
*actually sometimes i learn singing frm the way u sing oso..haha..
Well..u r a reli great bro..
Very gud leader..
Very cute bro too!=)
Gonna miss ur "wateva" style,"Charlie bite me" style n "dont touch me" style..Haha..
Continue to walk vf God o..
I knw u will=) take k!

To: Calvin Chan(the noisy one=P)

Hmm..how to start a?
Hmm..
v knw each other nt tat long la..
Bt then i remember the testimony u shared in church..haha..
Here,i wan to thank you for taking care of me..
I still remember tat u owiz willingly to fetch me to school when i dnt have transport..tq!
Gonna miss ur voice o..
Haha..
Take k!

To: Eugene Chia (manager n the fat one=P)

Fat de..
Hmm..knw u since sem 1..haha..
The 1st impression u gave me is "this guy is so lc"
haha..bt after knowing u,
then oni knw tat u r actually very 38..haha
Well..altho v always argue here argue there,
Bt then i oso want to thank you la..
Because of u,
i knw actually im nt fat..haha!kidding,.
I wan to thank you cuz u r the one tat give me chance to perform in school..
Thank you for taking care of me oo..
N help me to do assignment poster..=)
Continue to walk vf God a..
Remember,He is owiz there for u o!
Will be missing u too..no one argue vf me dy..=(
Take k..

To: Chin Fang(gai chi pong)

Dearie..
Since the day i knw u,
I knw tat u love to smile..
Haha..
wan to tq for cooking for us n make leong sui 4 us!
Muax!^^
Continue to serve God a..
Have faith in Him,k?
Jia you o..
miss u!i will wait 4 u to come bck..
Next time my turn to cook 4 u..^^

To: esther(the leng lui n my fashion designer)

Wan yee!
The 1st time i knw u is at student camp..haha..
Tat time i c u,i say "wah..she so pretty"^^
Thank you for taking k of me when im in agape..
Thank you for giving me idea on how to dress myself..
N oso brw me ur clothes!
Sad la rite..
Nobody gv me comment on my dressing dy..=(
continue to walk vf God o..
Waiting 4 u..take k!

To:Ice Ice(kai xin guo)

Bing bing jie..
Im reli happy to c u come bck to God leh..
U encourage me alot..
Every time i c u,u oso happy geh..
On fire for God..Hahha..
I reli saw ur changes after u knw God..
Continue to grow n shine for Him ya!^^
ps:sorry e..cnt join ur birthday party..
Here i wan to sing a song 4 u!
"Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to Bing Bing~
HAppy birthday to you!!!"
Muax!^^

To: Karen (shephard n roommate)

Shephard!
Altho u didnt go other place 4 intern,
Bt then still wan to thank you 4 taking k of me o..
Thank you for all ur advice..
I will continue to grow in Christ=)
Lets grow together!
MuaX!^^

So,thats it..
7 beloved bro n sis..
Hope Kampar will miss ull!
We will wait for ull to come bck!
Hugss~

Gonna plan for coming year..
Hope tis sem i will be able to gt good results...
Dnt fail!
Then next sem can relax abit..
For all degree students,
All the best in exam o!
To all foundation students,
JIA YOU!!!!!!!

*have to do marketing assignment le..=(

im drowning soon..hold me up..

2009-12-05T01:27:00.005+08:00

Nowadays very buzy..

Buzy of assignments..

Exams..

Presentation..

So many things to do..

Im tired..

Finally..

Things tat im afraid happenned..

Everything came..

Questions floods my life..

I dnt knw how to answer..

So i choose to avoid..

Im confuse..

Do u knw tat?

I dnt knw wat to do..

God..help me..

Sometimes i juz feel like crying..

I need rest..

Pls think on my behalf..

Im weak..

I need time to overcome the past..

Only God n I knws wat i feel..

u wont understand me..

Never..

Lord..

pls heal my mum..

Pls protect her..

Confuse..

2009-12-05T01:27:00.001+08:00

I dnt knw wat i feel now..

2009-11-25T01:25:00.002+08:00

Done something tat..hmm..makes me feel weird..

How leh..

Dnt knw aaaaaaaaaaaaaa.................

Tmr exam a..

Midterm a..

Marketing tim..

All the best to all hu r having exam..

Happy birthday Ah jiE!

21 dy o..

Guai la..

Dnt play play lo..

Muax!

midterm...

2009-11-21T22:35:00.002+08:00

so fast lo..

Midterm come dy..

last thursday is my 1st paper..

management studies..

Tis paper a..

At 1st,i thought it is very hard 4 me,

Bt then no wor..

tis subject nt tat hard la..

juz need to understand..n memorise!

Tis sem i gt improve leh!YAHOO!

I can memorise 4 chaps O!Geng neh!*syok sendiri..

Then now..

Preparing 4 the next exam..

MARKETING!

Omg..

I dnt like it..

Memorise again..bt then i dnt und leh!

Next wed leh..=(

Then do assignment again..

So many assignment to do..HELP!

Nt yet start anything yet..

Week 8 gt exam,presentation n alot a!

Week 6 dy a..Sei lo..

nowadays im very tired..

Slip nt over 5 hours a day..

tired..

*fainted

Can u stop finding trouble?

Because of u,

I argue vf him..

Happy?

my birthday!6 suprises!

2009-11-17T20:21:00.002+08:00

Firstly,i wan to thank my mummy!

She gave me a suprise..

Haha..didnt knw tat mummy will do tat..

So touch hor..

tq mummy 4 giving birth to me..

tq mummy!lOVE YOU!muax!!!

Then,my church members!

Tq 4 giving me suprise!

Tq 4 the presents too!

I gt a shelft frm them..!

n a dress!^^

TQ!

Tq Tommy 4 the present!

Neva knew tat u will give me present=)TQ!

Then i wan to thank Saki,

For coming n support me in my church anniversary!

N oso Nic*daddy,Coco,Ah zhen n Yk!

Then i wan to thank Mun Hon!

$planning so many suprises 4 me!

Reli suprise bout the present..

TQ!

lastly,i wan to thank God!

Thank God 4 blessing me so many rhings n ppl in my life!

TQ!

Tq 4 celebrating vf me!

LOVE ALL OF U!!!!!!!!!!!^^

preparing 4 midterm..

need wisdom..=)

my birthday!im 19 now~==

2009-11-15T01:12:00.002+08:00

Yesterday is our Hope KAmpar anniversary!

Everything went smoothly!

Gt feww ppl accepted christ!

Congrats to ull!

Then a..

Tis oni geng a..

My mum!

She came!WOOHHOO!

At 1st she told me tat she is nt coming..

Im so so sad n disappointed..

Cuz mum didnt come n she ask me to go bck ipoh!

So i was like...k lo..

Bt then yesterday,

When im preparing in toilet 4 performance,

My fren told me tat she came!

I was so suprise n then cried in toilet==..

So touch hor..

Then,end of the anniversary,

Mummy took a cake n then everybody sing birthday song to me!

I cried again!

So TOUCH~

Then went 4 supper vf mum..

after tat,went to mm vf church frens..

They sang birthday song to me 2!=)

Then went home..

After tat sis Angie Kong gave a a little "card" n wish me..

Then Hui wen oso gave me a very cute keychain!

Oh yA!nt to 4get,

Sis maggie gave me too!

A very cute keychain too!

Then mummy gave me angpau..=)

N then my housemates n brohers gave me a shirt 4 birthday!

Touch neh..

Actually now is 1.21am..

Then waiting 4 my crew wor..

They say wan celebrate vf me..

Bt its raining now..

Dnt knw how la..

Tired neh..

Saki is here too=)

Thank you to all those tat gave me suprise!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~!

Sorry n Tq!

2009-11-14T13:23:00.002+08:00

Wan to say Thank you To all my crew members expecially Mh!
Tq 4 planning a suprise party 4 me!
Altho im goin bck to ipoh,
bT then Im reli touch when i knw im nt forgotten!
Tq so muvh!
Dnt feel bad to make me sad..
Im ok!
Ull vf me then im happy dy=)
Love youll soooooooooooooo MuCH!

Thank you!!!!!!!!

OMG!!

2009-11-14T01:35:00.001+08:00

I CANT BELIEVE TAT!

Actually,tis sunday is my birthday..

So I actually kinda excited waiting 4 some suprise..=P

Bt then!

MUmmy called me n ask me to go bck IPOH!!

I was like==...

So i said ok lo..

Tmr after Anniversary then go bck lo..

Cuz Mh oso goin bck kl ma..

BT!!!!!!!!

Juz now MH said tat he is nt goin bck to kl!

Everything is fake!

OMG!

They plan to give me a suprise in westlake when it is 12am tmr!

I was like...O.o...

My suprise is gone!

T.T.....

No more suprise frm them..Wuwu..

Actually mayb i will nt go bck geh,

Bt then Mh already wrote in his blog about tis!

So its like==..

I knw everything dy lo!

IM SO SAD LA RITE!

If im stupid then gud lo!

DISSAPOINTED!!!!!!!

2009-11-13T20:16:00.002+08:00

JUZ DISSAPOINTED!!!!

TATS ALLLL!!!!!!!!!!!

Im get use to it dy!Dnt like it

Angie no mood a!

Voice of utar..Session 2

2009-11-12T23:30:00.002+08:00

Omg..
I cnt believe tis..
Today performance is soooooooo Bad!!!
The 1st song i sang is jolin's song..
"lemon Grass"
Its like arrr!I loose my breath during bridge!
Its like...So MALU!
Bt then thank God tat the audience still support me!
THANK YOU!!!!!

Then the second song..
This song..Hmm..
Quite satisfy la..
Beta then the 1st!
Alot of them love tis song,
"Ai de jiu shi ni"=)Frm lee hom..

Altho the 1st session alot of us nervous n then sing abit out pitch la..
Bt then v reli tried our best dy!
Reli wan to encourage all the singers n guitarist especially Yun lai,
"Youll did a great job!V jia you together next time ba!"=)
Oso wan to thank all the commitee tat help us!
Tq!
N my manager!EUGENE!
He feel very stress b4 this bt then wan tell him,
"Hey,manager!u did a great job!Proud of u!=)"

Last bt nt least,
I wan to thanks to all tat came n support us!
Wan to thank Saki dear n MunHON 4 supporting me 2!!*touching neh~=P

Very tired wei..
Next thurs got exam leh..
wan study jor!
Need rest leh~

~Angie~

Weak..

2009-11-10T23:39:00.001+08:00

Im reli tired nowadays..
Everything..
I need rest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im ok..i guess..

2009-11-09T19:56:00.002+08:00

Today went to aerobic room..

Went 4 prac dance..

Dance new dance leh=)

Quite tired la..

She came today..

After communicate vf her..

Actually,she is ok la..

Im oni thinking too much la..

Stupid me..

Now i knw..

I shuldnt be thinking in a childish way..

Today talk to saki dear n told her wat i feel..

She said tat I dnt have to leave Cross V..

Hmm..

Mayb she is rite..

Dnt force myself to do smth i dnt like..

Well..ok then..

I will work hard 4 my studies..

Today saw smth i dnt like..

Reli hate it..

Angry bout wat i saw..

Feel kinda dissapointed..

Hmm..dnt reli get use to it..

Hope tat person will "fan xing" abit la..

Care about ppl feeling la..

So nt comfortable leh..

Saki oso feel the same..

Haiz..

Tmr will be a buzy day 4 me!

Prac dance,

Prac sing,*4 voice of utar

N then at nite rehersal 4 Hope Kampar anniversary!

Lord..Pls strengthen me~

Tired!I wan to slip~==

Still thinking..

2009-11-09T01:04:00.002+08:00

Today mummy fetch me bck to kampar..

So touch!Tq mummy!

Mummy goin to China next tue..

Pray tat she will have a good n safety trip..

Still hope she can come to kampar 4 my birthday..

Juz now chat vf Mh..

He headache wor..

Hope he will be ok..

*dnt slip late la..Then no headache ger lo..

Read his blog juz now..

He still deciding whether to stay or go bck kl tis sat..

Mh..dnt trouble urself vf tis,k?

Juz follow ur mind..

Im ok la..=)

Juz now my sis called me too!

So touch~

She hardly call me..

Can feel her care 4 me..

She ask me bout my life in Kampar..

Mummy ask her ask me wheta=her i gt Pak tor o nt wor..

Sure no la..

I so guai..

Both my sis n mum is worry bout me..

They scared i cnt focus on study cuz i owiz perform dance n sing..

Hmm..Shud i quit?

Shud i stop all performance n juz focus instudy?

I dnt knw..confuse..

If i didnt perform,how bout my crew?

Hmm..if i quit,will i affect them?

Hmm..guess nt ba..

Gt new member dy..

She can dance more better than me..

Is far more better..

She can help them more..

I guess..if no me oso nvm..=)

*Cross V,

If any of u read this,

Dnt feel bad..k?

i juz wan to say wat i feel..

I dnt dare to say infront of ull..

Its because im confuse too..

Mh,actually when u tell me tat gt new member n it is her,

I actually feel kinda sad..

Dnt knw y..

mayb im jealous..

Hmm..i knw i shuldnt act tat childish..

Shuldnt get sad of all this..

Bt then..tis is wat i feel..

I dnt feel gud..

I dnt knw y..

She is a gud dancer,

Y i dnt feel gud?I dnt knw..

Hard to say..cuz i myself dnt knw..

Mayb im selfish..

Dnt knw..

Pls dnt ask me all tis when ull saw me in face..k?

I juz dnt wan to talk bout it..

Bout the new member,let her in..She can help alot..

Hmm..n..mayb im gonna leave cross v 4 some moment..Shud i?

Pls teach me wat to do..

Study..Dance..Sing...Arrhhhhh!

I oni can choose one..?

I wish i can be smarter..

So tat i can cope in 3 things in same time..

I hope tat im smart..

V r here...

2009-11-08T23:55:00.002+08:00

To someone tat i care..

Hey..I read ur blog..
I knew everything..i guess..
Hmm..
First,i wan to apologize because i didnt knw wat happen to u n tat person then keep calling u "jf",*u knw wat la..
After read ur blog..
I guess i knw wat happen la..
Saw ur status,all oso emo..

I dnt knw how to help u..
Bt then i wan u to knw tat im owiz here to help u..
Altho we knw each other nt tat long la..
Bt i reli take u as my big sis..

U r nt alone,K?
U gt me,Saki n coco..
Dnt be sad..
Dnt make urself suffer becuz of love..
U said tat u r no one to anyone,
Bt i tell u,
U r someone 4 me..
A special fren..
Caring n friendly..
U r notice n remembered by us,do u knw tat?

I write tis is to assure u tat u r nt alone..
cheerup,K?
Will support u all the time!
Girls r strong!=)
Hope u will feel beta n will be set free soon!

~angie~

New semester,new start!

2009-11-07T13:55:00.002+08:00

Sem 2 dy lu,..
Already pass 3 weeks..
So fast lo..
Till now oso dnt knw wat m i doin..
Tired in physically n spiritually..
Need some rest..
I will prefer to rest in God's arm..

New semester worr!
Sure gt many new frens la..hehe..
I realise tat tis sem is beta then last sem..
I mean my relationship vf frens la..
I get to knw them more well n closer to them..
Happy=)

Well..
My goal 4 tis sem?
Hmm..actually i juz wish tat i can do beta than last sem..
No need repeat..
hehe=)

Hmm..actually sometimes im curious..
Whether gt ppl view myy blog o nt..
Lol..
Cuz no comments in chatbox dy..
Hmm..Anyone notice me?
hmm..nvm..i juz take tis as my diary lu..=P

~angie~

Confuse vf my feeling..

2009-11-05T22:40:00.004+08:00

Happy?

Sad?

Excited?

Worry?

I dont knw..

Im confused...

My birthday coming lu..

But i dnt knw wat m i feeling now..

Excited?

Not realy..*altho always tell my frens bout it=P

Happy?

Hmm..abit..but..nt so la..

Sad?

Hmm..kinda..

Some of u sure wondering y i still sad when my birthday is coming..

Hmm..Hard to explain la..

Hmm..actually i wan to go bck ipoh on 14th of nov..

Cuz 15th is my birthday..

I wan to celebrate vf my mum..

Cuz she is very important in my life..

I dnt knw i still gt how many times can celebrate vf her..

But then on the 14th,

Is my church anniversary..

I gt duty..

Im performing..

Soo cant go bck..=(

I still hope to celebrate vf mum..

Hope tat she will cm n gv me suprise!

Bt..i dnt think so la..

Mummy is nt tat type la..

Too bad lu..

Juz can wait next year lu..

Another thing tat make me sad is juz now..

Went to eat dinner vf Mh,Saki n nic..

Then one of them,Mh had a call frm his bro..

His bro ask him go bck to kl during 14th bcuz it is his bro birthday..

Hmm..

Kinda dissapointed la..

Dnt knw whether he gt go bck o nt la..

His family ma..

But also hope tat my frens will be celebrating vf me..

Cuz tis is the 1st time i celebrate in uni life..

Wateva la..

He decide lu..

My other fren,Benny,

He oso goin bck penang..

Hmm..

Sien..

Nvm la..Gt saki n the others la..

But still..dissapointed la..

I wonder my church frens will celebarate vf me o nt..

I guess all of them sure very buzy n tired la..

After annivesery sure tired la..

All oso gt duty..

Nvm ba!

I guan dy la..=)

Nowadays buzy prepare 4 next week performance..

Voice of Utar..

Tired..

Bt i still will give my best to the audience!

Hope my frens n crew will come support!

In the other side,

I wan to focus on my study too..

Wan to get more better result compare to last sem..

Jia yOU!

Angie will stay strong=)

Love?

2009-11-03T23:33:00.006+08:00

Love...
Tis world..
Everyone seeks 4 Love..

But do everyone know wat is Love?

Mayb u will say,

Love is love la!

Or,

Love is...something tat can make us happy or sad!

Or,

Love is..erm..Nth!

For me,

Last time i think tat Love can make me feel secure..

Ya,im rite..

Love can make someone feel secure,

But then,

is it frm the rite person?
If it is frm family,

Sure it is secure..

But if it is frm friends n

Life partner leh?

Did ull think about it b4?

I guess most of us sure gt wonder about this..

Last time someone ask me this question,

Do u knw wat is LOVE?

Love..

Hmm..tat time i answered,

"err..Love a?Love is...hmm.."

Im speechless..

Then tat person continues on..

She said,

Let me show u something..

She took her bible,

And showed me a bible verse..

*for those tat r christian,do try this..

*for those tat r nt a christian,i hope to share to ull..

In 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 says,

Love is patient,

Love is kind.

It does not envy,

It does not boast,

It is not proud.

It is not rude,

It is not self-seeking,

It is not easily angered,

It keeps no records of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects,

Always trust,

Always hopes,

Always perseveres.

Love never fails.

So wat do u think?
Do u agree in it?

For myself,i believe in it..

Try this,

Exchange the word "LOVE" vf ur name..

And read it again..

Do you have all tis?

Yes?no?

Change then if u dnt have wat the Love have..

If you thinks tat Love hurts ppl alot,

Ya,it hurts ppl..

But y?

Y do it hurts?

Because of us..

Our ownself..

Humanbeings..

People r the one tat hurt people..Not LOVE..

Do remember..

U said tat u do not wan to be a plyboy?

but did you realize how many gals tat u like in few months?

U said tat u do not wan to be hurt anymore,

but u urself r hurting urself..

u should settle ur problem b4 u like someone..

i have no rite to judge u..i knw..

but i hope tat u will realize it..

all the best=)

Angie is tired..she wants to have a rest..

Want to study dy..jia you lo~

Appreciate ur life..

2009-11-03T17:22:00.002+08:00

After wat had happen last two days,
I realize tat life is reli precious..
More precious..
Once it is gone,
No more turning bck..
It is like a candle..
When the light is gone..Its gone...

Do appreciate the time u spend vf ppl arround you..
Do take the chance to thank,to appologize,to love,to care the people around u..
Dnt wait till u r regret..
Dnt wait till they r gone..
Do remember tat..
Life is unpredictable..

ps..to the 3 students..R.I.P...

Performance!

2009-11-01T19:46:00.002+08:00

Woohoo!Performance 4 mooncake festival mission accomplished!
The event was great!
So many nice performance!
So many ppl...!
Before my turn to go on stage,
I can feel the audience shouting n they r so excited!
Woohoo!
When its my turn to sing on stage,
I so excited lo..!Bt in the same time very gan jeong~HAha
Bt tat time kinda dissapointed cuz my crew nt able to watch my performance..

After perform singing,
I went to meet my crew..
They r in the toilet..
They told me tat they heard me sing bt oni the last part..
Hmm..ok geh..atleast they heard la..=)

Then i change my clothes n get ready 4 next performance..
While waiting,im starving..=P
Thank God tat my crew bought burger 4 me..Hehe..So touch neh~

Time past by,
Then its our turn to perform!
Cross V!Woohoo!
Our performance was great!So many ppl get high!lol
I heard ppl shouting my name..Paiseh...
dnt knw hu..lol..Bt reli wan to thanks 4 their support!
Tis is the video~

*abit blur...

How was it?Haha...

I wan to say tq to my crew..

4 their support,care,love, everything!

Love youll!

I oso wan to thanks those hu support me!=D

*Angie is very tired..needs time to be refresh~

im tired..reli tired..

2009-10-28T01:12:00.001+08:00

Tis few days keep prac 4 performance..
Im reli tired..
*half pengsan..

Wan to study la..help me..=(

Another day..

2009-10-22T15:20:00.002+08:00

I juz finished a class,

Management studies..

Alot things to learn..

Im slipy rite now..==

Later gt class again wei..

sien lo..Webpage design..

hmm..lots to go..

*fainting

Tired..

2009-10-21T17:01:00.002+08:00

Im tired..
Altho nowadays nt much class..
Bt yet,im tired..
The outside,till the inner of my body..
My soul..r thirsty..

I need rest..
Oh Lord..
Pls feel me..I need u..

Gonna perform non stop for different events..
3 days berturut-turut..non stop..
Hope tat i can manage my time well..
*faint

I change my blog format dy..So ull cnt comment here..
If wan to leave me a msg,
Pls leave in the chat box ya..
Its in one of the box..tq~
*hugss

1st day of my new semester..

2009-10-20T01:37:00.001+08:00

Today is the 1st day!went to the 1st lecture class bt the lecturer ponteng==
Waited 4 more than half an hour..
Sitting there chatting vf Saki theyll..
Then realize tat i same class vf few of my frens tat r frm other stream..=)
After awhile,v left the class n then go makan..
After makan,then v go gym..
Go aerobic room dance..
But today no mood dance..
Dnt knw y..

After tat v attended the other class..
Tis lecture so boring..
Writting 4 masscom..
Bt still pay attention la..
Today class very fast end dy..hehe..
Then go out..
Went to c whether gt any place tat v can eat o nt..*nic n saki vf me..
After tat i saw a salon..
New geh..hehe..
Suddenly decided to have a haircut..=P
Didnt think tat much then I went in n then have a hair cut..lol
When the guy start to cut my hair,
I was like..OMG!
He is a new hair stylist..
He had nt much experience...*can c frm the way he cut my hair..
Bt then i didnt say anything/..
I give him tis try n decided to believe in him since i choose to let him cut..
After tat,i realize tat he sweat alot!
HAha..he so nervous..
I talk to him n found out tat he is 17 years old oni!
SO YOUNG!
After finished cutting,*nt bad la..
Went to eat sushi..Haha..
Went to eat in Sushi King!Yahoo!
Mun hon belanja me..wakakaka..
Saki,Nic,Mh n myself crap alot ..lol..
Had a great time..=)
Then went home..Hmm..
My housemate n her frns said tat i look nice with the hairstyle!*gt short abit dy..
Hehe..hope everyone thinks the same 2..

Im sorry if i have misund u..
Hope tat u will recover frm wat is happening rite now..
Altho i dnt knw..
Bt hope u can go thru all this..
Jia you ba!

*hope tat everything will go well..live a life ba..!

Dont understand~

2009-10-19T01:23:00.002+08:00

Juz now i read my fren's blog..
He court me before..
Bt then i rejected him bcuz i choose to study 1st..
Then,time past by n life goes on..
Until tat day i realize tat he like other gal..
I start to wonder..
Y humans heart can change tat fast?

Last time he treat me very gud..
After i rejected him,
He oso treated me gud..
My heart felt guilty tat time..
Bt now..
I can c tat actually when a human want to get something tat they like,
But fails,they will still want to get it..
Until when they meet the other things tat they like,
Slowly,they will 4get wat they want last time..
Human..hmm..
Everyone oso the same?
I wonder....

~Angie~

last day of HOLIDAY~

2009-10-18T00:14:00.001+08:00

tIME past by so fast..
Holiday gonna end soon..
The 2nd semester coming lo!

Its a brand new start 4 all of us..
My frens change their hairstyle..
I change too..
BT mine..hmm..
Not tat satisfy on my new style..
Bt hope it wont make ppl feel tat i look weird..=(

Gonna slip now..
its 12.1am oni..
LOl..tmr gt sunday service..
So gotto wake up early lu...
Still thinking whether i shud go sing k vf church frens o nt..
Cuz no money dy..=(
Have to save money..
hmm..k la...
Go slip lo..
nites ppl..
take k...

Its a brand new life 4 all of us..
All the best!=)

Trip to Kl...

2009-10-10T13:18:00.001+08:00

Went to kl on Friday..Hehe..
Now still in Kl a..
I stay in my aunty's house..
Reli had fun here..=)

Yesterday went t few places..
Damn tired bt fun..
I depart to kl around 10 am..
Then reach around 12 something..
After settle everything in aunty house,
Then went out 4 lunch vf aunty n cousins..
Ate bakutteh..
Hehe..Very nice!

After tat went to tesco cuz mum n aunt gt things to buy...
Then went to c doctor..
We went to meet a specialist..
He juz need to loo into ur eyes then he knw wat ssick u gt..Cool huh?

My turn cmes dy,
After he saw my eyes,
He say my body gt alot things nt functioning well..
My liver,my nose..n bla bla bla..
Im reli kinda sked..
Bt gud tat i knw it earlier..
Lol..Still can be safe..haha..
Then mum bought herbs pills 4 me o eat...
I was like...==..
Cuz everyday have to eat like 11 pills wei...
Sien...
bt 4 my own gud la..
So its worth!
Thanks to my mum..the pillls nt cheap e...
So reli muz eat!

Then went home...
Guess wat i do?
Haha..I teach my aunty,my cousin emmely n my mum to dance...
Lol..bellydance..
Haha..Had fun...
Then went out 4 dinner vf aunty n her family..
Her fren Belanja us eat steamboat!
In a very famous place name......err...4get dy...
Paiseh....
Mum say the myfm dj will come this plc every friday..
I saw b4 la..tat time came vf my my aunt n mum theyll..
Me n my cousins to so many pic...Haha

Tis is my aunty's second daughter..Emmely n me!

Tis is my cousins!The tallest is the eldest daughter,Evelyn..Then the tallest boy is the third child Ming Han n the other is Ming Zhun..

Me n Ming HAn

Me n Ming Zhun

Evelyn n Me

At tat place,theres a small "zoo"..Haha..

Tis iguana Is EXTREMELY BIG!

Food is Here!

Still taking pic...

Abalone....

Fresh fish!

Crab..T.T..I cnt eat..alergy..

Fried wan tan

Satay!VEry nice lo!

My Pretty aunty n handsome uncle

Mine..lol

Fresh fresh fresh!

At LAst!Me n Mummy!

Reli enjoy the day....

Went home n then online n watch videos vf cousins..=)

Later 4pm go Sekinchang lu..

Family trip!

Woohoo!

Hope u will get well Soon~

Holiday!

2009-10-08T17:31:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i updatd my blog..
How r u guys doin?

For ur information,

Im having holiday..
Sem break!3 weeks wei~

haHA..Bt well..

Nt tat fun..

The oni thing tat i like is tat i can slip till very late!haha

My holiday is reli boring..

Neva go out...

Fuhh...Boring~

The oni day i go out vf fren is on the 3rd of oct,sat,if im nt wrong..

I went out vf Saki n the others to jusco..then Mcd..

Lol..Boring too..

Cuz no money..

Cnt buy things i wan..

Hmm..

My daily activity?

Haha..

Watch tv lu...

Sien hor....

Oh ya!I have a hair cut lu..hehe..

Abit shorter oni la...

So wat do u think a?=P

I oso took alot of Mimi's pic!

Next time oni let ull c more ya..

now no time upload..

mum wan to dance dy..lol..

Hope ull have a fruitful day o!

~Angie~

WooHOO!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-23T17:23:00.000+08:00

I FINISH EXAM DY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOOHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO SO SO SO SO DAMN HAPPY!
IM FREE FRM THE NOTES!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahem~Sorry..i loose control..lol..Cuz im too happy n excited!

Altho the last paper Account is rel hard that i dnt knw wat im doin,

bt i knw tat im FREE!!!

I will be goin bck to ipoh lu...wakakaka

I miss mum n mimi!
*MIMI is my new puppy..

Mummy made tis clothes for her..

Hehe..young young~

Hehe..cute?

Hmm..wat to say..err..

Nt much actually....

I think i surely will miss some1 lu...hehe

Wan to plan 4my sem break lu~

Hmmm~wat shud do?

Ply,Eat,slip~

Lol..Nono..

Later fat dy...

hmm..

reli gotto think hard n do something meaningfull...

Dnt wan to waste my time doin nth~

Hope tat i can pass all my exams...

I dont wan to say bye bye to Utar Frens~

Juz pass..its enuf already~

~ANgie~

2009-09-20T01:30:00.001+08:00

I made this widget at MyFlashFetish.com.

Its been a long time~

2009-09-19T23:57:00.000+08:00

So long didnt upload blog dy..hehe..very buzy n dnt knw wat to write..
Alot things happen..hmm..Im having final exam...
Exam..err..ok la...can say knw how to do abit..bt most probably crap alot!

I can say tat tis is my first time reading so much notes!
Its like forcing myself to eat till wan vomit...
Imagine tat u slip on 4am or 7am..then wake up on 11 or 2pm tostudy again..SUCKS!
Bt al this can say worth la..
suffer forawhile then holiday..
haha..next wed last paper!
Account..
Hmm..take tis few days to read n und the acc..
Do alot prac...lol..
Feel tat im so RaJin~
haha...

I miss mummy..=(
miss my room..
miss my puppuy,Mimi,..
miss my mum's cooking.
hmm
miss alot of things in ipoh!

"Hope tat i will be able to Pass all exam paper...Cuz i reli wan to show mummy tat i reli wan to study..."

30th of october perform dance in Utar again lu~
Tis time is for mooncake festival~
Woohoo~
Cross V Rocks!

Cross V ROCKS!!

2009-09-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

We did it!!V finally performed in Utar for the very 1st time!!

On saturday me n my crew perform for the homecoming event..YEah!!

All of us so glad tat v perform it n everyone is so high bout it!Woohoo!

CROSS V

Cross V n friends!

Cross V n Eugene!

Eugene and Me

Coco,Saki,Karena n Me!

Karena and Me!!

I cant upload the video here..if ull want to c,then go to youtube..k?bt wait la..cuz now nt yet upload..lol..

Cross V rocks!Love you guys!

rehersal in heritage hall!

2009-09-04T02:01:00.000+08:00

Today me n my crew practice the dance tat v gonna perform in tis saturday 4 homecoming event..
Altho all of s feel tired,bt v feel happy cuz v r very satisfied in wat v had dance!

Tis is the video taken by Elaine when v practicing..

Nice a?V prac 4 oni 2 weeks then perform dy...so gan jeong...haha..

Anyway,reli want to tell my crew tat ull ROCKS!!Love ull so muchie~

reli happy to have u guys in my life!!

I belive tat v can perform our best to the audience!

N in the future,v will perform as a team!!

Oh Ya~Introduce to ull...

our crew's name is

"Cross Victoria"

My new blog~

2009-09-03T20:13:00.001+08:00

The old blog cant sign in e...so i have to open a new one...
Now i very worry e...Wuwu..
I lost my fren's pendrive...
I cant find it....
How???
Oh Lord!Please...Help me...

Nowadays so stress..
Exam coming...
Mum told me tat if i fail one subject,then no need study...
T.T...I hope tat i can reli pass all la...
Wan study hard e...

To all my frens..
Jia you in exam~

Hope tat we can be like last time la...
Dnt give up in everything u do!
Cheer up!